Lmfao. Our entire hotel got a community fine from Mercy. a whole $6.07 Seriously lmao. Seriously? For curtains?? The hallways had cameras look at them and see who did the damn damage you idiots. So over it. So never going back.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m such a bitch to you, and I know I can be so cold hearted to you. And I’m sorry I can’t sit here and tell you how perfect you are now like I used to. I’m genuinely sorry I swear. I can’t fix this this time. I don’t know if we can be friends this time around. Everytime I try to stay friends with you all I can think is how much you’ve done to me. So go be happy, I’m happy to but I’ve changed so much. You showed me that people can have truly horrible intentions, You showed me how EASILY it is for someone to not give a fuck about anyones emotions but they’re own. You reminded me that betraying someone is so much more simple then telling the truth. But most importantly you taught me sorry can’t always fix things. Sorry just isn’t enough. You showed no regard toward the fact that you didn’t just shatter a relationship, but a bond and a friendship. And that bond didn’t shatter with the words “we should just be friends” they shattered much later when the truth came out. I’ve tried everything to forgive you, I don’t care if I forget but I want to forgive… But I can’t. You’ve given me no reason to forgive you. So I’m sorry if this makes me the bad guy, but sit down and think if you could forgive someone for doing the same to you. If you had every person in your life telling you not to could you? Could you ever find a way to mean it when you say “it’s all okay” It’s not okay. And I don’t know if it will ever be okay. But I care about you so much so I don’t know how to not be friends. But I can’t stay friends being so fucking angry at you. I can’t do either, I don’t know how to do this. I hate this shit. I hate it. I’m sorry.
If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this…. I gave you my love to borrow, but you just gave it away. You can’t expect me to be fine, I don’t expect you to care.
Payphone - Maroon 5 (Alex G Acoustic Cover ft Jameson Bass) Official Cover Music Video
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Diettttttttttt. Must Diet. Must exercise. this will be so much easier when my bratty brother gets his marine ass back home and makes me work out =[. Until then just gonna count calories again and get myself back down to 900 calories a day that should be fine.
It is better to remain silent at the risk of being thought a fool, than to talk and remove all doubt of it.Maurice Switzer (via kari-shma)
